Start of a Good Day...

Today could be a good day I guess I’ll find out
What it is I’m wanting from this and what it’s all about
Sometime soon I’ll fall like petals from a rose
And the door you left open, you’ll soon slam close
And when you come to my mind I hope that I can fly
For you give me wings that I need, just to get by
No one can ever replace this huge void
Never meant for you to feel this way, or to be annoyed
To the one I love and care so deep for
This heart has taken its beating and it’s pulsing so sore
Every time I think of you I can’t help but shake
The feeling of you gone, is a thought I can’t take
I still kiss you goodnight and hug you good morning
When I close my eyes dream kisses send me soaring
I will still pat you till sleep until I dream away
Right by your side, dreams about you will always stay
You can go on and do what you please
You’ve taken my heart, but I have the keys
To start again is unseen, but the future is in park
Soon the lights will shatter; your head explodes in the dark
Once I know what it is that you want from me
I’ll leave you with nothing like you and just leave it be
I want a line drawn so I know where to start
So I can pour this salt to melt all the ice on your heart
Drink the water that keeps you here
Everything I do, I’ll always live in fear
To know what I’ve fallen for will simply not suffice
To be picked back up by you would be a sacrifice
Bring me out of this hole so I can see some light
Don’t give me hope, just tell me I’m alright
To feel the way I do, you can’t change my mind
I’ll do this for you, just like everything behind
What memories we shared, what life could’ve been
Hope you can live with yourself and all of this sin.

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