Dark-Heart

The days seem longer as loneliness grows old,
This room is getting bitter, from a heart so cold
Searching for my soul, and all that it needs
Running on fumes, you were the fuel that it feeds
I can do this for me, since you’re nowhere around
Grow myself strong; what was lost is what I’ve found
Hidden beneath all the troublesome thoughts
You’ve given me this, a body full of knots
A head full of visions I don’t want to see
Bars over my mind that I can’t set free
Sleepless nights, chaotic days
A beating heart, turned into a maze
No way out, you can’t turn back
You’ve got me by the heart, and this is what I lack
Answers to it all, to see the finish line
May take years, but with me this is fine.
Out of this I can make a home in this place,
May be hurtful, but I’ll finish this race,
And one way or another, I’ll fix this mangled face.
Distorted from the gossip, torn apart from the lies
Give me something true, it’s the way you love that I despise
Words from your lips, to comfort, and to hold
To let go of all of this, can’t believe your love is sold
Give me a sign along this road of hurt and pain
Sitting on the shoulder, in a downpour of rain
Thinking of this, it’s not going to pass
Deserving this shit’s like a kick in the ass
Can’t function at all, something’s just not right,
I feel like I’m twisted, all from that night
Knotted all up in you, won’t you untie this lace
Tell it to me truly; please respect me with your grace
And when this life’s over, don’t forget who had your side
For I’ll be the one, and in you I will confide.

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