~I'm Bent~

To have so much anger, to hold so much hate
To know what you wanted wasn’t what I thought as great
To rid yourself of me and to cancel it out
It’s all on your shoulders, as you’re what I’m all about
Never thought you would want to be so far
Like a distant planet, an exploding star
Supernova in my heart, solar waves shoot through
I just can’t seem to get away from you
Escape to the place I know so well
Won’t you wonder where it is, this heart I will sell
Worth more than anything and intended for an angel
Mine will go with me when I leave will you be able
Strong for a war, tough for a fight
I’ll never know what you have set in sight
Bent backwards over you and made everything work
To your benefit for nothing, and you call me the jerk
Just stopped caring, but still in my ear
Wonder why I won’t call, you’re all of my fear
Wishing for our book to have a few more pages
Take the key from my heart you have, and unlock these cages
You want forgiveness, I’ll give you nothing
That’s what I’m left with, only you I’m still loving
Drowning me out, and digging me down
God what I’d do to see you in your gown
Couldn’t imagine that day of my life
Where we were made, and you were my wife
I’ll dream of the day, I’m destined to find
The one for me, I’ll always be behind
Sitting alone I think of the past
Let it tear me apart, oh how it happened so fast
We’ll just keep it proper and straight down to Earth
Not dream of the future, or our first birth
Don’t look down upon me when I can’t stand up
Still struggling on this wound, how it came so abrupt.

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