"Light Chasing"

Another day down and still no call
It’s been so long, this demand is growing tall
The days go by, but time has just sat still
Won’t you answer the ring in my ears, I hope that you will
Just pull your map of life out and tell me where to go
The direction we’re headed is so far off and low
What happened to what you had for me and all the little things?
You swept them under a rug while my heart still clings
You think it’s alright and we’re all made up
You sleep in peace while at night I stayed up
Dream of your future while I hallucinate
Try all you want, I’ll still be here in wait
Untie these laces and put these shoes back on
Let’s break these things in with each other we belong
I’ve got no answers to all of your hate
Display it towards me; I’ll put it on my slate
Just another dilemma, you can pile it and stack
You can’t force me to fall out of this; I’ll always have your back
Please shut the door so I know this is it
What I did in this world to deserve all this shit
Stricken with guilt of how to prevent
Gone so fast couldn’t show you my intent
This house is so empty, feels just like my chest
Leave with it all, and take out my best
Put the clouds in my skies, and the rain in my day
Put the lightning in my mind and the thunder where I lay
Drop the wrench in my gears of what I call living
I’ll take it all with me, as forever I’ve been giving
Please give me a hand and help me with myself
I write you with my heart, which you put on a shelf
Let the dust pile up I’ll blow it all off
Smile and laugh, while I choke and cough
You think it will blow over and simply be done
I think you’re crazy but so does everyone

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