After.All

Must not want much, or even a friend
Never thought this soon would be the end
A life so precious, memories to share for miles
Not sure what to do with it all, no longer bringing smiles
I’ve bottled it up, all my personal issues
But once I let this out, you won’t have enough tissues
Can’t believe you can go this long
Where did I turn off, where did I go wrong?
To me you did this, who gave you the nerve
So short, over so quick, this is what I deserve?
Good luck on you search, hope you find what you need
I gave it my all; you were too starving to feed
Glad I meant so much and you can up and leave like this
Rub it in my face, kick me I’m down just hit me with your fist
You want me to be there but you can’t tell me a word
If you can do this to me, what else is on your list that’s so absurd?
I can’t trust someone who can bring hell to my door
Buckle my knees and shoot me to the floor
Don’t want to bother don’t want to interfere
But I’m so lost without answers, this is everything I fear
There’s someone out there for me, like you have found
I can see the angels now, please take my feet off this ground
Take me away where I can drift off
With you as my fuel, this heart will lift off
The city in the sky the world in my hands
Can’t think of our future, now just ruined plans
Quit reminding me of what we could be
Take it away, I don’t want to see
What you do next is beyond my control
Keep knocking me down, just burning my soul
Please tell me you care, I need to feel your touch
Can’t move without a heart, I no longer have a crutch
So sorry for who I am, or what I have done
I will never know, I’ll take the rain, just leave with the sun

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