Heart in Your Hands

When will you call when will we speak
Ripping my seams, it’s been more than a week
Afraid I’ll take it hard, just tell me what you’re to do
My heart is still in your hands; it still beats so deep for you
When I try to talk, my voice cracks up
The steps I take forward, still constantly backs up
The constant reminder that you’re so far gone
Has me up at night, all until dawn
The scars hurt I think they always will
Instead of helping me through, you’re just like a pill
Wash me down, spit me out
Save me for last but please don’t shout
Don’t make fun of me, don’t curse in my face
Just take everything with you and leave this place
Talk of your fun, and the rainbow you’re riding
The mirage is all but real; you’ll see this in my writing
Swim to the end of the ocean, chase down the sun
It won’t be there, will I? That time’s about to come
The more I write you, the more I see the sign
This love I had for you is endless, forever it’s divine
Can’t run this life, when I’m in this hole
Don’t charge me to heaven, I’ve paid my toll
Bury me deep, so you can’t feel me at all
I’ll be the chill in your spine, and the catch of your fall
It may be sunny but it’s all so dark
As the days go by; I feel I missed my mark
I’ll call you lucky, for the last of my love
Who will watch you here, while I watch you from above?
No one will know me quite like my girl
You were my one, the one who could make me unfurl
Don’t know what to expect from you, but I hope it’s not hurt
So sick of this feeling, I’m always on alert
How bold will you get, your ego is growing
Put the blades on low, this relationship’s what you’re mowing

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