Wake Up to the Shake Up!

When I wake up, I’ll never see your face
When I’m cold or scared, you’ll never be that warm embrace
That smile, your dimples, those cute puffy cheeks
Never to be touched again, this is more than a few weeks
The smell of your neck, how it smelt like a baby
Softness of your skin, the light in your eye can drive me crazy
The little things you did, just to make my day
Have all just ended, you crumbled them up and threw them away
The hugs you gave made everything clear
Waking up to you, we can no longer share a mirror
The feel of your kiss, the hope that it would show
Couldn’t say goodbye, because you thought you had to go
The perk in your voice, the spring in your step
Keeping me awake until the morning has crept
This will be great for you, I’ll take the worst
I’m the one with the weight as if I’ve been cursed
Thanks for the support as you haven’t given any
Thanks for the hug, as if one for you was just one too many
A pocketful full of dreams I trusted to you
To be thrown on the ground, what all will you do
Stuck in my back and right through my heart
Twisted and pulled this knife is the start
Something new, this is not what I desired
We’re so destroyed, once so awe-inspired
The cutest of them all, the future was so close
Couldn’t wait to share it with you, no longer will we toast
Our first dance, will all be but a dream
The honeymoon I planned, will no longer make you scream
The names we picked out, I can’t say them again
Can’t die by your side, I’ll be close but you won’t want in
The breakdown of me will never be rebuilt
Stricken with lies, you filled me with guilt
Keep looking for that light, the sky’s so blue
True to my word, I’d still die to save you

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