Arms Wide Shut.

Silly smiles and stolen hearts,
How we’ll never learn where love starts
Trashed feelings, and vandalized emotions,
No more tears for our flooded oceans.
Troublemakers and terrorists of this town,
How did we get to this, to be so far down?
Stripped of my lining, and skinned to the bone,
Let me slip away, this house is not a home.
Hollow on the inside, but learning how to feel
While the people outside, are spinning my wheel
Take my dose, and start the day
Pave my road; I’m well on my way
I’ll hang around, but not by a string,
So far away, you won’t feel a thing
The crack in your voice, and the edge of your knife,
This is where I am; the doubt in your life.
Sitting here, drawing pictures of my past,
Think about it, and how nothing good will ever last
The perfect will stay, oh how I wish it would come
So sick of bottled meals, making me feel numb
Under my skin, I feel you still stirring
I’ll cut it out, and keep it from recurring
Don’t want reminders of what I had dreamed
Family, kids, and how perfect it had seemed
Like a gunshot, and the blink of an eye,
A hole in my heart, good God I'm still alive
I don’t want to move, I don’t want to smile,
Don’t want to remember, that sour taste of bile
Sharpen the edge, slow falling, barely loose
Please cut it down, I left my heart on a noose
I’m screaming from the inside, and you’ll now never listen
As it was the one I loved before, that I’m forever missin’

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