Perfectly. Lonely.

This feeling won’t shake, emotions can’t fade
A bully for my heart, and you added in the jade
Had everything in this world and it was all in my hands
Thoughts of it all fell apart and what happened to the plans
I feel like an obstacle and I’m always in your way
Of your love I’m just a hurdle, just to step over
Drunk from my love, I can’t hate being sober
Learning from the mess, and picking it apart
Seeing who I am, which you have yet to start
Burning every bridge that you walk across
Shattering every heart; shards on the floor are your loss
Feet bleeding from this journey, love puddles with time
Light headed from my face being rubbed in your design
So many questions unanswered, obviously a little late
Already shoved over, can’t accept this as my fate
Go ahead and walk over this, without a single care
Pretend that you do, but I just can’t see it in your stare
Please go on, and do to me now what you held back
I’m dead to you now, just zip up the sack
Give me peace by myself, I can be my only
Lost in this world, but I’m perfectly lonely
I can find what I need, don’t want to see you
Hurt is all I’m promised now, can’t believe in what you do
If you still cared and it’s what you want to show
You would turn this all around and find a better way to go
Now that you think you’re finished, when you’re nowhere close
I’ll answer my own, open the lid to questions that I’ll overdose
When these stricken eyes close, they will make you wonder
I’ve searched my soul over, and all I found was thunder
This electric feeling that I share with only me
Is not at all selfish, just being begged to be
Held by chains, and locked by words
These hands can’t feel even to feed the birds
Fluttering in my stomach, lashing as the pain fills
Wanting out of this, it’s this feeling here that kills

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