Awake. To. Heartbreak.

Something’s are never set in stone,
But your feelings are, and this I’ve known
From tears to the fears and all I hear
For all I wanted was someone near
A care, and someone to miss,
Let me know, I need to get used to this
Asleep alone, the ghosts are around
So tired of this, just so dumbfound
I’ll walk these streets, in the pitch black dark
I know where I’m headed, just not ready to park
I’ve paid my toll; I’ve worn through the time
Being punished like this, like I committed a crime
Turning my back, and just looking up
Good luck with all that, getting busy, hooking up
I know you won’t talk, because you’ve got nothing nice
Full of bad news, stay positive, thank God I’m wise
I’m full hearted, so true and full of compassion
Another heart on that sleeve, wear it like it’s a new fashion
I’d be afraid, and be sleeping with the lights on
It’s like a tune in my head, but I can’t find the right song
Just do what you do, while I do me
No one else does it better, and this you’ll see
The hole I’m in, the pain I’ve felt
And how you took my heart, and made it melt
How can I forgive, fuck, how can I lose it
Like a ticking time bomb, and you won’t defuse it
Can’t wait til it goes, I can’t wait til the rain
And it all comes down, just makes you insane
Welcome to my life, wow, what a nice greeting
As this is all I’ve got from you, and this is what you’re feeding

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