Concrete Ambitions..

Please help me climb these stairs of hell
So I can shake this curse that came from your spell
These legs are tired, they’ve taken me away
Seems the higher I go, the harder I will lay
I’m climbing to the top, you can pretend to care
Already feel the breeze, and that smell is in the air
It’s all gone like you want, and I couldn’t say a word
I’ll take what you give, and then fly like a bird
Standing on the ledge, as I see all of this dream
How it was all worse, than you ever made it seem
When will you realize, all that has happened?
How you took everything of mine, and all that I imagined
You took it with you, never wanting to be seen
I wouldn’t either though; as your soul cannot be clean
My arms spread wide, my eyes start to close
As the wind holds me up, I’ll lean as it blows
I’m beginning to let go, when all I needed was a hand
You wouldn’t help me at all, too busy with your plan
Starting to slip, I’m so ready to go
I’m so high up, for no longer am I low
As the wind picks up, I know that I am falling
After all this time passed, you’re still not calling
Too late to show it now, and never again
Close your eyes with me, and say an amen
You've shown me enough, all but nothing that I like
The faster this is over, it just reminds me of your strike
I never wanted this, I didn’t want you to quit
No idea it would come to this, along with all the fucking shit
As I go down, I’ll sing you a song
Now you can be happy, just telling him I’m gone
And when I land, it won’t be on my feet
For I am strong, but I'm not concrete

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