Nightmare Reminders

You’ll take what you want, and you’ll leave me alone
With nothing that I asked for, and you won’t touch the phone
I never wanted this, I can’t stand the change
I have no answers, and you’re nowhere in range
Your life is oh so great, and just so grand
What you did will haunt me, just an ass kicked and canned
The things I’ve heard, versus what I believe
What if I was the heartless one, to pack up and leave
What I gave to you, I’ll never be as kind
To another one so special, likely waiting in line
I’ve awoken to bleeding, and standing up screaming
Oh how I wish, I was all but dreaming
Made me feel secure, and then left with it all
You never came around, just watching while I fall
Not a sorry heart, just empty and hollow
A perfect example, of what I won’t follow
Things you hid, your perfect silent scandal
And how you think this was, just something I could handle
I think I can, if I just make it out alive
My heart is fucking racing, and waiting to arrive
I want my voice back, I want to speak out
From the top of my lungs, to ask everything I doubt
I’d blow out ash, from a heart of fire
I’ll push how I can, this cart of desire
Taking all my faith, holding all my truth
I’ve built up my walls, but you’re still my roof
I know I’m not immortal, but so sensitive
Turning back time, is all that I’d give
I’ve etched you in me, but no heart of stone
Just a lost soul, hopeless and alone
All over this body, you wrote defeated on me
But that will be the last time, you ever cheated on me..

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