Sleepless Bed Of Lies..

Close my eyes, and try to sleep
Forget about it all, no more need to weep
Try to dream, just like I used to
Mind like my heart, been abused too
Not looking back, but so hard to see ahead
Just want to sleep forever, in a clean conscious bed
Looking back, at how you did me
That night if only, you were trying to kid me
It’s all real now, how do you like it
Racing on by, I’m on the side just going to bike it
Go ahead and do, what you think is so right
Giving all you want, I can no longer fight
This nightmare is real, no need to pinch me
Pushing away, no one will ever again clench me
I’m losing ground; I’m slipping soon to leave
Won’t look into your eyes, all they do is deceive
I can’t sit still, just here to toss and turn
Fire in my heart, kiss the cross and burn
Lay in the ash, a body so dark
As life is a story without a bookmark
I want to close it, along with my mind
As you jet by, I’ll just fly behind
Wish these covers, could hide just what occurred
Think you got it made, get your eyes checked, vision blurred
I think I’m fine, but know that I’m not
Still sleeping on the couch, waiting for feelings to rot
I’m going soon; I’ll no longer be around
Get what you want now; you’re going to lose me and all you found
Trying to fall, not even a twitch
Judge me how you want, but never call you a bitch
I’ll never be back, but that’s how I’ll lay
Do you like you have, I think I’ll be okay
And if I die, before I wake
I pray the Lord, my soul take
For I am so real, can’t even touch fake

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