Heart of Walls..

Did you really want me gone, or to be there for you
After you left me, couldn’t tell you what I went through
Wanting what you didn’t, I was sleeping in a dream
How our past was so special, a perfect future it did seem
Through all of your lies, I cut through like a friend
I lived through this alone, and when close was the end
I’m out on top, but so scarred from how you ripped
Like I’m back from the dead, my soul is but a crypt
Filling full of life, I will let it flow over
I can live with my destiny, and I don’t need your clover
So lucky inside, I feel the love around
Smell of fresh starts, a voice so sweet of sound
Where will I go, you’ve left me behind
Pick up where I’m at, a goal of love I will find
A hand to hold, with lips to kiss
You can’t force the feeling, of absolute bliss
Can’t help my feelings, this side of me is true
I trusted my heart, as you broke it in two
So fake to my face, you waited to hurt
Kicked to the side, and thrown in the dirt
All of my issues, with love and with trust
Built up my walls, keeping my heart from this rust
Learning how to live, without someone like you
I can never forget my past, and how you filled it with blue
Although I’ve found something, along my rocky way
I can hope it doesn’t go, and so decides to stay
It’s my own little secret, my hearts hidden treasure
The feelings you built, cannot simply measure
As I hope to disappear, you’ll still continue to feel
I hope you found this worth it, as you’ve no time to heal
No rush in my life, I’ve got all the time
Punish me you will, deserving it a crime
I’m better than that; you don’t know who I am
Doors open to heaven, and those I won’t let you slam

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