Midnight Ponders.

Tonight I sat, and thought for a while
The past put me down, but the future makes me smile
But when the candle burns out, and there's no light
I've done all I can, You've made me give up this fight
I can't be your friend, it will mean too much
Your skin I'll want to smell, and face I'll want to touch
You made it hard, to say what's on my mind,
You've slowed me down, running a little behind
Can't believe why I put up with what you knew
But realizing your love, was anything but true
Life is really different, without your attention
No one is here, just solitaire detention
Sunken into this, takes a while to get out
You put me on this road, I have no other route
Shining my own light, it's not bright enough
Getting kind of scared, but I've gotta be tough
I was a reason to live, what all did you do
Wish I could show you what the hell I've been through
I wanted you here, wanted you to care
Instead, I was wasted, so lonely and bare
Like our bodies, they used to be together
How I wanted these moments, just to last forever
The feel of your lips, the want of a kiss
I wanted love, but sure wasn't this..
Nobody knows, just what's in my head
For you are now done, that's the most that you've said

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