Shed Not A Tear..

Please cut my heart open, and love as it bleeds
Sever my arm, so full of hearts on my sleeves
I want to go to sleep, and almost forever
To not wake up, a feeling I want never
These veins are blue, only for a reason
Because of this all, still nothing but treason
Slit through my throat, and stabbed in the back
I want all I was, still building my stack
It tumbled for you, but never again
Throw myself out there, life’s game I will win
Mind is in trembles, a heart of a mess
I’ll tear down these walls, and these lives I will bless
The scars of the dead, this tissue is strong
I want to rip through it, now that you’re gone
I need to feel this feeling, of being so right
You kept me from everything, but now seeing the light
I have some care now, just hope it will stay
The sun’s coming out, no more skies of gray
The ghosts of my night, come greet me at last
This house of a dream, now nightmares of past
How I want moments, to just never come
I’d stop them all, I just don’t know where from
All of my life, I just want to smile
This feeling I get, it’s been a long while
The tingles, the touch, I’ve missed all of this
How my heart is now open, but sealed with a kiss
I’ve got this body, just so full of song
But my nails are torn off, from just hanging on
A head that was hot, now a heart that’s so heated
I’ll never be like that, the one who fucking cheated
I want to smile, I’m about to explode
A life full of joy, a trip that you've rode
I love who I am, I love all who are here
I can cry for them, but for you not a tear

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